Josh, like most other talented musicians plays the guitar, piano and has beautiful vocals :P
Please take 5 minutes from sitting on facebook, clicking refresh repeatedly and listen to his amazing voice.

Heard your soft, smooth velvet voice on the phone. That voice I constantly used to hear every night for hours on end, that voice that was an angel's lullaby to reassure me to my sweetest dreams, that voice that was the perfect melody to my ears. It made my heavy heart sink like a rock. And after all this time, you still managed to make those butterflies come fluttering right back to where they were from the very start of our explosive chemistry. After all this time, I should have known that you'd let me down, right down to my weak, delicate heart. You know, you were right; I was incomplete, it's possible that I still am. And I could never write down what I mean by that. But if you told me that the world was ending tonight, then that would be fine by me. As long as your precious voice was the last thing I heard. Hey, babe, I feel as though I failed you. I feel as though you didn't want me. I keep kickin' myself. I will always wonder why you left because you never gave me a real reason, you kept me guessing. It seems as if it will always remain a mystery. An unsolved puzzle that I will pack away in my memory box, forever.

I've learned that you can tell a lot about a person by the way he/she handles these three things: a rainy day, lost luggage, and tangled Christmas tree lights. I've learned that regardless of your relationship with your parents, you'll miss them when they're gone from your life. I've learned that life sometimes gives you a second chance. I've learned that you shouldn't go through life with a catcher's mitt on both hands; you need to be able to throw some things back. I've learned that whenever I decide something with an open heart, I usually make the right decision. I've learned that even when I have pains, I don't have to be one. I've learned that every day you should reach out and touch someone. People love a warm hug, or just a friendly pat on the back. I've learned that I still have a lot to learn. I've learned that people will forget what you said, people will forget what you did, but people will never forget how you made them feel.

I'm at the "late night phone calls" stage, eek!
Except you know when you meet that person where you know that you'd be better off as friends than lovers because you don't want such a good frienship to go to waste? Well, that's how I feel about this boy. I don't want to date him. Because I know that in the end, we'll walk past each other like total strangers.
But choosing not to date him is also a risk of losing him as a friend.
Here is an example: Have you ever liked someone so much but the other person didn't wanna date you because of this reason? If you were in this situation, you would probably just stop talking to them full stop. Because why, WHY in the world would you keep talking to someone you want to be more than friends with when they don't feel the same way? I don't know if I am making any sense to you, but it all fits together in my head.

My options aren't very wide.
It's either, date him and in time we'll break up and never speak to one another ever again.

And I have attended every single day since the first day of school 2010.

How does it feel to be a senior you might ask, hmm.. It feels like you're on top of the world!

Not really, but hey, you're pretty much superior to the year 8's and 9's and they're all scared of you :P

This year, I made a pact to focus on school (which also means I must be at school everyday no matter what, unless I'm sick), do homework, go out less and keep fit.

How is that going? Well let's just say, the only thing that I have actually done out of all that is that I've actually been at school every day since school started! If you don't know me very well then you wouldn't know that that is a massive improvement. Last year I disappeared from school for the whole of second semester. So I am extremely proud of myself for that! :) Atleast that's one thing.. Doing homework; I have literally never done any homework whatsoever my whole schooling life. I just can't find myself to sit down and study or focus on anything, it seems that I get distracted by the littlest things. Going out less; I think it's just a habit that I go out every weekend and I can't just coop my self up indoors forever and do nothing seeing as I'd get distracted if I tried to do homework anyways, can't help that x] Keeping fit; pretty sure my gym membership expires this month so I'm hunting for a new gym + gym buddy(s).