It was the very first time I had ever heard you cry and instantaneously my whole world came crumbling down. You will never know how much it hurts knowing that the pain you were going through was "like a knife stabbing your heart over and over again" and for me to comprehend that felt like someone had just ripped my heart straight out of my chest so that I couldn't breathe. Although you didn't know, I silently cried with you, tear drops sinking into my pillow, as every word that came out of your mouth slowly drove my head more and more insane. I just wanted to destroy that one single person that was causing you misery, but I just sat there and listened to you sob your hurt and pain out. I couldn't do a single thing to stop the tears, the only thing I could do was be the meaningless person I am in your life and tell you useless words that you probably didn't even want to hear. How do I even compare to your first love?

"I pushed every single person who meant something to me in my life away, including you, and made her my everything. And now that I've lost her, I have nothing"

You've got me. Always have, always will ♥