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Have you ever wondered why I'm so lonely or better yet, why I don't admit that I'm lonely? Well, it's because if I do, everyone will think that something is wrong with me. They'll think to themselves "I have people in my life, why don't you?" But the strange thing is, you can have people in your life and still be alone. No one knows that better than I do. Everyday I walk out of the house with a mask permanently strapped to my face. I pretend that nothing is wrong and that I'm not lonely, when in fact I am the loneliest person on this planet. Behind every smile or laughter is nothing but doubt, behind every "LOL" or "ROFLMFAO" is tragedy. I'm lying to myself and the ones I love all around me. No matter how many friends I have or how much fun I have in a day, it's just not enough. I still feel as though I'm missing something. I keep dreaming of you, I'm dreaming you're right in the blue and I am right beside you.

Are you there or are you just a decoy dream in my head?

Am I home or I am simply tumbling all alone?

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Are you there or are you just a decoy dream in my head?

Am I home or I am simply tumbling all alone?

3 comments : leave a comment

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Moonie / Sept11 / Sexy 17
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I am the kind of girl who enjoys the chase. I get a thrill when it comes to winning someone over and making them fall in love with me. Then when rough times in a relationship emerge, I run off kicking and screaming. I analyzed my actions once. I came to the conclusion that I’m afraid of getting too close to someone because I’m scared to get hurt. When a boy takes one step forward, I take three steps back. I’ve done this my whole life. It is my greatest downfall, the reason I have lost so many loves.

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HELLO SUNSHINE My life is such a fucking roller coaster going up, down, around and then it drops. But what should I scream for, this is my theme park. Wherever you go, go with all your heart Follow
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