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moonie volchok
HELLO SUNSHINE My life is such a fucking roller coaster going up, down, around and then it drops. But what should I scream for, this is my theme park. Wherever you go, go with all your heart Follow
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Change of heart March 12, 2010

I don't want this anymore. Not because I don't enjoy the feeling of that natural high and perfection whenever you're near, I could really get used to feeling that.. But because of the fucked up mess I am. I'm not ready to say good bye, but I know that we gotta go our separate ways. I know it's hard but I have to do it and it's killing me.. Because if we take this risk, in the long run, you're gonna be the one who ends up twice as hurt. If I could, I'd fall in love with you almost instantaneously. But I can't, and I don't wish to anytime soon. I admire the idea of being alone, it is one of the truest and deepest desires in my heart. I'm sorry you had to see me this way. I'm meant to be stronger than this, but reality got in the way. When the last word's been said and the last tear's been shed, I will miss you. And I can't tell you lies.. You deserve better, please don't love me.

What the fuck am I doing?

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